Still not pregnant

Little R's birthday is the end of March & I was hoping we'd be pregnant again by then. I had also quit taking my antidepressants around October, thinking I didn't need them anymore. I'd been on them since my second miscarriage (before we had Little R). But, that was a bad idea. Every time my period would show up each month I would just crumble. Plus it gives me a short fuse with R, so no bueno. All is better now. I'll still be sad if I start my period next week, but maybe not as bad as the previous 4 months. Unfortunately I may need to be in them for much longer. But whatever helps, right?